Saturday 9 February 2013

Drama, Drama, Drama...YAWN!


Nothing is straight forward...EVER!! Which really frustrates me L everything feels like it’s a competition. Facebook is now like a dating site, and peoples main way of meeting people. If someone takes a liking to you, they just have to give you a “poke” like all of your pictures and message you...CLASSY! Ha-ha J But my god you are never just the only one, as I’ve learned. I’ve been filled with complements from “your perfect” “I want you and no one else to have you” “girlfriend material” which sounds lovely and charming at the time but when you find out he’s actually seeing someone else...OWCH! Ha-ha I had the last laugh when I received a text saying “I’ve made a massive mistake” CYAAAA!!! : D 
However, “emotional retard” has to be the funniest thing I’ve ever heard someone refer to themselves as...what actually is a emotional retard... :/ but I can’t say nothing, after hearing this, I still perused him, ended up blocked and re-friended more times than I could count.. My conversations broadcasted all over the internet and an “emotional retard” myself, so word of advice stay away! You will never win. :) I dont know if its just me, but the more I get pushed away, the more it makes me want something. Its the feeling of wanting something you cant have, makes it more of a challenge, but always ends in tears.

I always get told to stop looking and someone will come along.. but men are like buses, you miss one and theres always another 5 following closely behind! Hmmmm! I dont even like buses! :) Haha


Hmmm...

I’m sure everyone at some stage has wondered, "What if?!" in all situations. I find myself doing it ALOT! As I’ve become a dating disaster, "What if" is always on my mind. "What if I didn’t do that?" "What if I did this differently" I’ve just came to the conclusion that everything happens for a reason and that maybe Prince Charming will come one day and sweep me off my feet.. A girl can dream of course. Soo.. In the last year and a half of dating, it’s been one bumpy ride..I don’t think any female will ever understand exactly what goes on inside a man’s head will we? You think you’ve worked out how to play the game, and your proven so wrong! So having tried every possible tactic, I’ve given up.. Well for today anyway :) My friends get a constant giggle at my misfortune. As I always have a tail to tell? This is why I’ve set up this blog; Why not share my experiences with the world...couldn’t think of anything better! HA